I'm finding it kind of ironic that I entitled my blog "In a constant search." My intentions of the title were to symbolize that by constantly searching, I'm constantly growing. However, I dug up my old Xanga tonight and decided to have some flash backs. Many of my writings are still emotions or situations I'm feeling today, and it's been over 3 years since I posted some of those blogs.
Have I changed?
Or does life really come full circle?
Either way it doesn't seem too promising.
On the other hand, I refuse to be negative and emo. I have changed, maybe not completely, but that's what makes me, me, right?
I have changed in the fact that I am now 3 years older and 3 years wiser. I have learned from my mistakes. I have learned to let go of certain things. I have learned that chapters end and new ones begin. And this is a new chapter. Xanga hit it's peak for me when I was about a junior in high school. And here I am, a junior in college, starting a new blog.
I have changed. And I hope to continue to do so. And I can't wait to see what else God has in store for me. "All things are possible through Christ, who strengthens me."
It has always been a struggle to follow and rely on Christ. Then and now are no different in that. But I am in a constant search for the plan God has for me and to know my Savior better each day.
To anyone who may read this . . . I hope God blesses you in some way through me.
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